Week of sept 10 2012

I sit here , feeling sorry for myself. I have a Foley Catheter and a kidney stone that is not removed yet. They said they got a third of it.
 There are too many unknowns in my future at this point. I feel as though the anesthetic has not quite worn off, I do not know if I will be using Catheters the rest of my life, I don't know when the rest of the 2.5 cm stone will be removed.
After the stone procedure, I went into spasmodic shake and then was put into the Hospital with an infection for 4 days of IV antibiotics. My trust in my Doctor is very, very low.
As I was going through this, Our Embassies were attacked, on 9/11 no less. The President seems more concerned about campaigning and kissing the ass of our enemies who are Islamist s.
I think trying times are ahead for us. God help us.
I hope God has Mercy on us and wakes up this country . We need a new President this one is naive and has no clue about running a country.
Say a prayer for me please. I am in a sad place right now and can use some positive energy.
One good thing is I am eating right ,at least for the past week. I am gonna keep it up. after I have these med issues solve I am going to start exsersizing .I hope I can Keep it up.
My Family needs me and I need them.
Please remember one small thing that can grant us all Salvation. John 3:16 For God so loved the world, he gave us his only Son, So that who ever shall believe in him, shall have eternal life.
What a gift. Mohammedans cult never said that.Then again I think Islam is pure evil incarnate.